出轨狂想曲

这是什么样的一种心情？
做了一个非常奇怪的梦，梦里“心痒痒”的主角尽然出现，而且还是一个非常意想不到的剧情。是日有所思，夜有所梦吗？我自己也搞不清楚。这个梦境如果成真，后果可能是一发不可收拾。难道这是我潜意识的希望？

Bought a little gift and card for dad on Father's day. Think i wrote something quite touching inside the card. Hopefully it's "flowery" enough to show off my standard, though i always thot dad is always better in Chinese than me, as he's chinese-educated.

Wanted to get the pipa duck at Ghim Moh for mum and dad today, But it was sold out when we get there. Have to thank dear dear for driving me here and there to get a roasted duck.......but ...Lance Lance hurt it's rim white it hit the kerb....poor Lance. Dear Dear also heart pain........

Spoken some angry and "spiky" words infront of dear dear yesterday, But it reflected my feelings well enough. I am not perfect, and i certainly dun require him to be perfect, But there are little things that he can work on that can contribute in maintaining the relationship.

Trade-in my flute today....it has been with me for 3.5 years. Can't bear to let it go....but...i need a better quality flute. This Yamaha six series professional flute cos four thousand plus......wah...........Hope i can do well for my flute exam on August. Gambatte!

还是会寂寞

Been A very very long time ago......

Feeling lonely again......

Having dear dear by my side is a good enough thing for me, just that i can't help feeling lonely. I hardly go out with my friends, except douz. And every sunday i still have to eat go his house for dinner. SOmetimes even Saturday. He's not as romantic as when we first started. Yes, our honeymoon period is over.

And today, over the financial consultant thing, something i am not the least interested. He kept rattling on, while i just knod my head. All this while, he still never improve as a good listener. Will he ever sit down and listen attentively to what i say?

I actually like the good old days when i was with my guitar friends, talking and laughing over dinner. But.......it's all gone......