State of confusion

I must be out of my mind today. I ask tree out for supper. Of course he never turn me down. Upon seeing him the second time, A weird feeling came........ it seems liked...he's not the one afterall. He seemed too mature for me. I like younger guys. oh my......what's wrong with me.

Supper at Fong seng, i should say it'a an enjoyable one. Then he sent me home...walk me up. Nice hor.....been a real long time since the last time a guy sent me home. We chatted happily in the car.....the fish....and the body sticker. :P

I missed laksa. Oh my, what's wrong with me. Missing a person who's change......the person i miss no longer exist. It's the old laksa whom i miss. And he no longer exists. He's the only one whom when i saw him at first sight, i know he's the one i want to love. I guess he can only live in my memory......till the day i die, bury it with me.