爱，断了线

剪不断的思念
挥不去的依恋
爱，断了线

心是灰的
天是黑的
魂是死的

云放弃了自己
变成了雨
雨放弃了自己
躲进了大地
最后剩下的 只是太阳的笑脸
猛烈地照着大地
它赢了

但也有那么一天
太阳累了
休息了
乌云出来了
雨又复活了
谁都有机会发挥
我的什么时候才会来？

今天的伤心，又是因为你。每次都是因为你，我应该怎么控制自己？
我要疯掉了，真的。我不要过这样的生活。真的好累好累。

因为还有爱，心依然还在

这里或许是一个温暖的避风港
虽然你一心想要流浪
就像停泊的渡轮准备快要启航
却不知你会去向何方

因为还有爱
心依然还在
逼着自己离开
心却不肯走开

给你爱 是我幸福的存在
不再爱 是我最大的悲哀
给你我禁有的爱
让它带给你一丝光亮
在你寂寞的世界里
守护你的每一天

做你的朋友很辛苦

做你的朋友很辛苦，但若是从此不再理你，我会很痛苦。
我掩饰不了心中的难过，心中的痛苦。你又再一次地问我：“做我的朋友真的那么辛苦吗？”
我没有办法给你答案。因为，真的是很辛苦，可是我却不想让你知道。这心中的矛盾缠绕着我，让我无比的难受。若是不再拥有你在我的身边，我想我会很痛苦，非常非常痛苦。

Dog asked me:"Were you a more innocent and happy Huifen before u are with him?" My answer is yes. Why did i become like this. I become evil, narrow-minded. Having uncontrollable emotions. This is not what i want to be. Where did the kind and innocent and gentle Huifen go to? I am scared......really scared :(

Yes, i still hope to play a duet with you. Cos we did not do a very great one that time. And it might be the last time to have "the thing we do together". I still want to treasure it.

I scolded you cos u keep telling that "pissed off word". I hate that word. You never know what i am going thru, it's liked hell. It's worse than death. I want to stand up again, but i keep stumbling down. Just liked a helpless kitten. I need a helping hand. Anyone ...please help me...........

Helen the Baby Fox

National Day

I thought i could watch this movie. But it's not showing anymore.What a pity. iw anted very much to watch this movie with you.

It was not a very happy national day though. Why didn't u wait for me at the control station? Was it so difficult for you to wait for me for just a few minutes? Been a long long time since i last read books with you. That day...once again....we were at borders, looking for sun zi bing fa. 36 strategies to use in business, interesting. A nice "dinner" at Dome. Then we watch "Click".

I wanted to see fireworks. We thot we might not make it to go uo to Mount faber, so we went to Marina Square to watch it. Waited for 25 mins.....no fireworks :(

I wanted to wait a while more, but u wanted to go. sigh.......after that u didn't even ask me....and straight away looking for the way home. I guess i can't expect u to keep me company all the time. So i ask you to go home first. And u left.

Why can't i just forget everything. I really really hope to forget everything...EVERYTHING! Erase all my memories .......never ever let it come back to me again......never ever again.

I hate the sight of you and her together. I will hate this sight if i ever saw it. So.....i shall pray hard that i shall never see it.