做你的朋友很辛苦

做你的朋友很辛苦，但若是从此不再理你，我会很痛苦。
我掩饰不了心中的难过，心中的痛苦。你又再一次地问我：“做我的朋友真的那么辛苦吗？”
我没有办法给你答案。因为，真的是很辛苦，可是我却不想让你知道。这心中的矛盾缠绕着我，让我无比的难受。若是不再拥有你在我的身边，我想我会很痛苦，非常非常痛苦。

Dog asked me:"Were you a more innocent and happy Huifen before u are with him?" My answer is yes. Why did i become like this. I become evil, narrow-minded. Having uncontrollable emotions. This is not what i want to be. Where did the kind and innocent and gentle Huifen go to? I am scared......really scared :(

Yes, i still hope to play a duet with you. Cos we did not do a very great one that time. And it might be the last time to have "the thing we do together". I still want to treasure it.

I scolded you cos u keep telling that "pissed off word". I hate that word. You never know what i am going thru, it's liked hell. It's worse than death. I want to stand up again, but i keep stumbling down. Just liked a helpless kitten. I need a helping hand. Anyone ...please help me...........