Grandma

Finally went to see grandma today. She looks thin....on her wheelchair. It's sad to see her being so lonely, waiting and waiting, for people to visit her. Cooping at a dark corner of the ward, she can't move about freely, she can't go anywhere. There's a plaster on her hand, wonder what happened to her ...... She was happy to see mum and me, she ate the hor fun we brought her and also the tapioca kuey. She looks cute with her pink billabong hat. :)

On the way to the elderly home, I realise it was very near GM, Lorong ah soo, actually I went there for course before. it was only today that i know the home is so near GM. During the drive, mum asked me about "J", she said he was an honest boy. At least he told me the truth. Well......indeed, he was an honest boy. Or an honest jerk?

oh, i bought a tube dress today, can wear it for my next date with da shu le....:P
it was great to know him, expecially at this point of time when i am still fragile and need lots of love to heal my broken heart. he cuddle me like I am a little kitten. It's really something that i want to thank him from the bottom of my heart. Even if in the end it did not work out for us. And i think it might not work out, cos he's looking for wife, and I am definitely not being able to be a good wife for the time being, still a playful kitten.

Dad was funny today.....he was going to smell if the orange was not fresh. In the end the nose touched the juicy orange fresh. :P Then he was talking about the banana, but end up calling it papaya. Mum said he was definitely thinking about papaya when talking to me. hehehehe......I know his memory is failing, he said he getting old le. I am getting old too. Eversince his operation, he has become very caring and considerate. He's no longer hot-tempered and fierce person. Being born in a traditional family, we dun have the habbit of hugging parents and tell them we love them. but deep deep down in my heart, i really wanted to give mama and papa a great hug....hugz hugz........