I wanted very much to forget

22 July Sat

We went to watch movie: Nacho Libre
Been a very long time since we last watch movie together. We met in the afternoon to go cfa together. Cos you have to return 2 guitars, i offered to help u to carry one. We wanted to watch 2 movies. But in the end we have time only for one. After the movie, we ate Ben & Jerry ice-cream. I enjoyed myself that day. You said u enjoy it too. Nice to hear that.

Today, we actually gonna watch "Helen the baby fox". But i dunno why.....i got sad again yesterday. You said we better dun meet, cos i will be sad again. If u can stop telling me how guilty you were, i would have felt less sad. Just stop reminding me of the sad things, please......

And i cry and cry...stupid tears....can't seem to stop. But something came to my mind, if i gonna die tomorrow, I wun want the last thing that i do, is to still be angry with you. If I am going to die, the last thing that i want to do, is to spend time with you, watch movie with you, eat ice-cream with you. Play with Ooki and Sukoshi with you. Ooki and Sukoshi miss you. :(