Been a Bad Day

I realise I am really lousy. :(

Felt very tired today......struggle my way to flute lesson. And realised i missed the audition for the annual concert next year. And i never practise my exam pieces, Jason was not very happy liao. His words were a bit harsh. I said nothing....could only felt tears gathering in my eyes, getting ready to charge any moment. Maybe Jason sense it, he changed his tone and tried to be nice to me.

SO old liao, why still get hurt over few words? Silly me.
But, becos i care, that's why I am sad. I wanted to play my flute well.....but i feel so tired.....too tired to practise. I still have to do piano accompaniment for Jason's Dip exam. He's taking a risk in trusting me to do it for him, I cannot let him down. And i want to do it, it's a challenge to me. But.......time.......

我的毒还没有解，心里还是乱成一团。我不喜欢这样。 ：（

1 cat + 2 kittens = 3 Cats
I saw 2 new kittens in my neighbourhood. And also a new cat......where they come from? hm......