Trust is built over time, yet destroyed in glimpse

Been dropping tears these few days while watching drama series. Silly me......
The scene......the gal was crying, saying...trust is built over time, yet her trust was completely destroyed in split second.
WHy is it so fragile? So much effort is put into yet. Yet....it can't withstand any blow. And it's gone just liked that.

I trust people easily. My frens, my parents, my students. In a way....i should say i am silly. Am i too naive? I think trusting students too easily is really silly. :( I think they are more cunning than me.

WHy is it that in TV, the couples will bump into each other so easily? DO such thing really happen? Or it only happens on TV? I dunno.......SOmewhere in time......he saw me twice.......i became third party......in the end....i am still alone. Well.....i shouldn't recall anything now. knock knock my head.......:S

Been having nice conversation with SJ lately. I didn't know we can actually chat a lot. :) whoah...at least got someone say i am adorable and talented. He thinks so highly of me wor. SO touched... :) It's a nice feeling to have someone willing to lend a hand....helping a lost kitten. Thanks SJ......* haha...who knows....one fine day i might start to like guys with Big EYes*....hehehe....(joking :P)

This green colour seems ok.....hehehe.....Saw SH's blog few days ago.....SOmething that i'd like to do for the rest of my life......an inspiring blog. I want to do MUSIC.....for the rest of my life. Definitely not teaching. 3 years later, after my bond, i dunno if i will still teach. I want to further my studies in music. Life is short. I want to learn as many things as i can in my available years.

Teaching gives me more dejection than satisfaction. And i dunno if i can still hang on there. I dun want to end up in IMH :S. Music is something i enjoyed....but.....it's a tough journey, the practising hours.....the expressions, the techniques. DO i have the ability to do that?

Do not Hesitate, just go for it........think somemore, really dun have the chance liao lor. :) Wish myself luck.....hehehe/......