Ugly Hairstyle

27th Aug, Sunday:
I just wanted to trim my hair. But my idiot hairstylist cut it damn short. I look so toot. I gonna hide at home for the next 2 weeks.
He told me it looks a bit cute. And he said it's not ugly. Even if enver grow back, still pretty. Was i ever so pretty in his eyes? i really wonder. Or he thinks he do me too much harm that he needs to be nice to me for the rest of my life so taht he wun feel so guilty?
I can only be nasty to him. I can't bring myself to be nice to him again. He might be having fun with another gal now. WHy can't i just forget?

Bohemian Rhapsody, we practised it, and i was back in his room again. Been nearly 4 mths since the last time i went. And that was before he discard me. The past memories haunt me again. I am scare......

1st September: Teachers' Day
Received some presents from my students. So nice of them, i was really touched. :)
A good holiday for me....hide myself at home becos of my super ugly hair. :( haiz.......
And.....though not so free....i am still thinking about him. Damn it!

I guess he will never read about what i wrote, he was never interested in reading my blog in the first place. He wanted to understnad how i felt. And he thought he already did. But he will never understand. Cos he dun bother to read my feeling, read my mind. And now...i guess it's already no point doing that. Heart is gone? Heart was never here? Whether or not, it can't change anything anymore.

I dun ask "How's your day?" anymore. He can say sian hundreds of times. I will jsut let him write. Cos no pont consoling him. I am not capable of doing that. And all i can do, i already did. Run out of all resources, totally drained. "Xiongyi"......my poor teddy, u must be feeling very lonely now, being neglected and cast aside at a dark corner of the room.