一个人在家的感觉

不喜欢一个人在家的感觉。也许是太久没有一个人在家了，真的很不习惯。拥有了四天的自由，但又害怕自由。害怕着寂寞，却又拒绝别人的邀请。我到底是在干什么？：（

“我想我可以习惯一个人生活”......很久没有听到这首歌了。我以后就要面对这样的生活了，我能够习惯吗？

Is my blog my only friend whom i can talk to? I dun like to bug my friend.Cos i know i can get "sticky" to certain person. I dun want the few friends i have to get irritated with me.But i"ve got only a few friends......

活到一大把年纪，才发现自己害怕很多东西。为什么现在才感到畏惧？为什么现在才害怕？

After watching "After School", felt sad about the ending. Watching a sad movie makes me sad........need to watch something happy to cheer myself up.